Conversations with God
You've wiped my tears
I was too proud to cry
I know I'm a naughty child
A ewe sheep who strayed
Looking for love
Freely only you give.
I ended up in a den with pigs
They threw mad on me
I got angry
Run further from you
Thinking you love others
I was stabbed in the back by Delilah's, Saul's, Pharisee's and Judas's
But blamed you.
I was lost looking for blind to lead the blind.
Wolves in sheeps clothing tried to devour me.
The devil roaming around like a lion always got me.
Then I became the Samaritan woman
Looking for love from wrong ones
Who didn't see I was the apple of your eye.
You came to me many days calling yourself living water
Who could quench my thirst for salvation.
I was tired walking through the valley of the shadow of death, fearing evil.
However my pride
My adored earthly sensual and demonic wisdom
You couldn't possibly help me with your naievity.
Your love is the answer armour of God
That would leave me dead on a cross
At the hands of my enemies.
You will always respond
Seeing you won't see
Hearing you won't hear
Unless you turn to me to heal you.
Maybe you should have been there
When the priest and the levite left me for dead
After I was robbed and beaten of who I am.
By sinners you want to save by grace.
Don't be offended
You call me daughter I say
One thing we have in common is my word is sharper than a two edge sword.
One day I realised
My wisdom couldn't carry my heavy load
Making life sour for me.
The men whose feet I washed with my tears and hair didn't care enough to stay.
Friends abandoned me even though I cursed God and didn't die.
My idols and ideologies didn't care for our covenant.
I went to Jesus hesitant
He was happy to have me.
Each day he shares his deep love for me.
I have become more humble to cast my cares on him.
He has proved
He cares for me.
Who else will take me as I am
Upgrade me for free.