Dear friend, why hurt me ?

Written by Anonymous. Names have been changed.
Here's to Styeffi
Rabeckaa
Caurtnea
Kyathaara
Tryacay
Anadnan
Ccihado
Seaiorsae
Oooh yeah
We were supposed to be friends
Sisters
In an English secondary school.
Yet everything you did
I was excluded, rejected.
Cause I wasn't cool
Is friendship about being cool?
I wasn't popular
Is friendship about being popular?
Two changed changed
For better.
Chido wasn't that bad.
I forgive
Don't mean it still don't hurt
What ya did.
Ladies why
I was too young
11-16
For you to
Pretend not to know me
Come close
Only when you needed
To use my big heart as a rug.
Why friend was I the only one ugly
In the group ?
Why friend was I the only one talked down to ?
Made to feel unimportant
Unloved
Why call each other pretty, sexy
And clown me when I took a photo?
What was so bad about me.
I guess in your eyes
My skinny was disgusting,
only two of you were not black too
so why was my darker shade
so despicable.?
My demeanour
Too pure
Elegant
Holy.
Different
From the real Christians and muslims.
You guys said you were
I saw nothing but hate,
So me and Gods love was strained.
You made me cry
Then called me cry baby,
You said I
Was less than
I was treated than less than
Because I deserved
Less than.
You taught me be different from yourself.
Yourself cannot be loved
By us,
Others,
Men or the world.
That's why your being bullied.
That's why we taunt you.
Become like us
Let's make you new,
Likeable.
What you did was make me
Have tower walls.
I cry regretting the day.
My pure friendship
Wanted to love yours
It shouldn't have.
Friends love
Bring joy.
Learn from my mistakes
Cut
Styeffi
Rabeckaa
Caurtnea
Old Tryacy
Anadnan
Seaiorsae
Old Ccihado
Old Kyatharaa off.